Day 7

Everytime I say "I" can do this I reinforce the ego. while meditating I need to think of something else.

Slept the best last night thus far, I think its b/c I meditated before. A man left today at 6 pm, seriously? only 4 more days. he sounded like he was going to come back and start from day 0. ug

9 pm at the 7:30 pm meditation the neighbors decided to blast BOOM BOOM POW by the black eyed peas. The cow decided to try and be louder and all while we "meditated". I'm tired. I'm tired of taking a shower in water that's in a concrete pool left outside for the duration of this venture. I'm tired of taking a "shower" with a sarong on and outside. I'm tired of bugs crawling on me while I meditate. My meditation problem now is pain (sitting/standing for a long time, itching, bugs and my mind's own invention of bugs, pain and itching) arrgh.